Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Maybe Tomorrow

Missing you

Needing to breathe

It is quite clear

This is killing me


Watching

So I can see

Tormenting myself

Pay attention to me!


Hidden within sin

Longing for love

I became

Your every fantasy


I covet your lips

Branding my flesh

Loving me

Our romantic tragedy


Always craving me

Now rarely touching me

Ignoring my body

I’m wilting from need


Maybe tomorrow

You will want me

Sweet baby

Come back to me

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Call Line

My hearts

Bled dry

My eyes now clear

The tears have

Died

Numb from pain

I’ve given up


On me

On you

On us


Nowhere

To be found

Your soul separate from

Mine

Say goodbye

Don’t leave me

Holding on

Dying

Do it now

Call line

Saturday, March 27, 2010

My Personal Storm

Incomplete

Nestled within

Arms of the

Storm you create

Inside me

I’m lost

At Sea

Inside you


You

My personal storm

Yet still

My beacon

My light

I seek and

I cling to you

With life and limb

My salvation

Waiting and

Hoping

For the next wave

Drowning

While you

Rescue me

I breathe

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Shelter

Raging in my head

My pain

Lingers like a storm


Bright lightening

Pierces my soul

Fiercely I cry


Darkened days

Linger and play

Will this storm ever end?


Filling my heart

With nothing

Only pain


Pain…


I long for your shelter

While it rains

Will you be my sun?


Warming my soul

Shining from your eyes

Through the storm

The Maze

Tell me…

You hate

The glass maze

That separates

Us

Yet you stand outside

Polishing it until it

Sparkles and gleams

And I fight

I scream

And I cry

I’m lost inside

The maze…please

I need to be

On the other side

Tell me…

What would you do?

If I could break though

If I were there in front of you

Would you love

Me

More than you do

Now

Even when we argue

Would you grab me

Pull me to you

Bruise my lips…With your kiss

Hold me forever

But wait

The glass maze

Is there

It keeps me away

You

Stand outside

Polishing it until it

Sparkles and gleams

Monday, March 22, 2010

Crossroads

Such angst

Sorrow filled

Love with

Answers

We

Seek solution

Held with

Endless despair

Our love

Unfulfilled

Decisions

Move forward

Navigating crossroads

With fear

We

Cannot remain

The same

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Silence Between

See my oblivion

Feel my pain

Cleverly

Disguised between

Anger

Hate

This honor

I bestow among

Select few

The cut of my teeth

The slash of my tongue

My weakness

My tears

So many

Don’t conceal the wound

That bleeds with endless

Need

Scream

Anything

Say something to me


FUCK ME


LOVE ME


HATE ME


The silence between

Deliberate salt you

Sprinkle inside my

Wounds

Rolling me in a

Fire that burns

Blistering

Misunderstanding within me

Set me free


NO!

Wait! Don’t leave

Monday, March 8, 2010

Clarity

Who am I?

Must I explain?

Don’t you see?

The cavern that grows

Between us

Each time you

Leave

No warning

Not clear

Never clarity

I’m left there


Wondering


Waiting


Are you coming back?

Is it time to breathe?


You don’t

Comprehend

You don’t see

Let me explain

You’re everything

Tell me please

Will it be today?

Will you come back or

Stay away?

Why do I wait?

I don’t want to wait

I can’t

Comprehend

Who I was

What I will be

I want clarity


Still wondering


Still waiting