My Apology

I'm sorry

I didn't mean it
Insecurity bubbled over

Expectation bled through

I battled, I tried

I lost the war in my mind

The words burst forth

Passive aggressive music

Too loud in my head

My retaliation burns

Sickened as the words pass my lips

Undertones of pain

Hidden within the venom

You don't understand

Lost in my translation

Listen while I explain

I'm hurt...I still want you

I'm disappointed...I still need you

I'm confused...I still seek you

I hurt you...I love you

I'm sorry