My Seat

Held hostage in a world
You create and rule
I’ve no desire to leave
Lingering in my half awake state
The fog grows thick
Blanketing reality
No reason to breathe
Barely existing
The walls close in
Securing my seat
There will be no
Abdication from me
I’ll always lead
From the seat you
Willingly appointed me
You cannot renounce
Your Queen

Silence Between

See my oblivion

Feel my pain

Cleverly

Disguised between

Anger

Hate

This honor

I bestow among

Select few

The cut of my teeth

The slash of my tongue

My weakness

My tears

So many

Don’t conceal the wound

That bleeds with endless

Need

Scream

Anything

Say something to me

FUCK ME

LOVE ME

HATE ME

The silence between

Deliberate salt you

Sprinkle inside my

Wounds

Rolling me in a

Fire that burns

Blistering

Misunderstanding within me

Set me free

NO!

Wait! Don’t leave