Watching Need

Open windows. Body bare.
Are you there?

Roaming Hands. Quickened breath.
Are you watching?

Pulsing need. Licking lips.
Do you like it?

Clenching teeth. Arching hips.
Do you want me?

Tearing sheets. Blinding need.
Are you ready?

Pinching peeks. Aching screams.
Can you feel it?

Ecstasy grows. Splintering bliss.
Was it good for you?

Pounding heart. Sated desire.
Will you watch again?

A Phantom Affair

Standing in the corner of the room.
My magic conceals me. No one but you can see me.
You look over, our eyes meet and a thrill runs through my body.

I need you.

A slight smile spreads across your lips. I lick my own in anticipation of your taste.
My body stills as I watch you talking to your friends. Entertaining them with your witty jokes, enthralling them with your beautiful smile.

I want you.

Again our eyes meet, again the thrill. I gasp as it shakes my body from the inside out.
Thoughts of your mouth on mine consume me.
Visions explode of our bodies touching, tangled in each others desire.

I seek you.

You look up at the feel of my phantom touch and smile.
Smiling back, my lips brush yours sending my tingles over you.
You reach for me and your hands pass right through.

I crave you.

How can I go another day, another minute and not have you?
You consume my every waking thought.
Possess me mind, body and soul when I dream.

I ache for you.

Our world so different. Our lives never to be intertwined.
Fenced in by the walls of our existence, doomed to only have this fantasy with each other.
Never to touch or consume.

What would I give?
...Anything!

What would I sacrifice?
...Everything!

I would give the world for just one breath of you, one single taste.

I will wait for you.
I know you will come to me.
We'll meet between reality and fantasy, the only place possible to be together.

You Are Free

A peaceful soul with a vibrant spirit.

You lived.

You loved.

You fought.

Now at ease, the pain is gone.

Fly and soar through the heavens.

His love had healed your heart and made you whole.

Forever to be cherished and remembered.

You are free.

Tumbling Ecstasy

Burning desire singes my soul, my mind bursts forth in torrents of need.

Tempt me.
Ease me.

Feel me.
Tease me.

Bite me.
Bleed me.

Thrill me.
Fill me.

Touch me.
Lick me.

Take me.
Love me.

Tumbling in the scent of your ecstasy, I splinter apart beneath you.

The Show Must Go On

Fantasy and reality.

Teetering on the edge, navigating a smooth but rocky path.

Steeped in the honey of the words.

Replaced by the bitterness of the aftertaste.

Spoken gestures like fingers dancing over my senses.

A meeting of minds, mouths and bodies.

The lines are blurred.

Participating in the game.

Blinded by the score.

Awakened by my surprise.

One more round.

I return to the show.

Madness

Anger presents itself while aggression spills forward and self hatred grows.

...Guilt runs through.

Penance is required.

Emptiness is apparent.

Shame is equal.

Lust is powerful.

Desire is potent.

Deceit is habitual.

Disgust is everywhere.

Self pity presents itself while emotion spills forward and self loathing grows.

My Understanding

Alone and struggling in fear, I look up and see you.

With outstretched arms, my soul calls to you.

Forever a gentleman, you wait until you are called.

I crawl to you, tears pouring from my heart.

I fall into your arms. You wrap me in your love and grace.

You whisper away my pain; claim my tears as your own.

My emptiness is relieved. I am no longer afraid.

Filled by your grace. Unconditionally loved.

A choice I am given. A decision to be made.

You are everything or you are nothing. What do I choose you to be?

I choose everything.

A power greater then myself.

All that I've ever needed. Everything I've ever wanted.

I am loved more then anything in the world.

A God of my own understanding.

For My Friend

I see your tears
I feel your pain
I know your fear

The walls have begun to close in
You've stumbled and fallen

I will catch you and hold you while you cry
I will nurse your bruises and wipe away your tears
I will stay with you while you heal

When ready you will stand
I will walk with you on the path
One step at a time

A beautiful butterfly broken free of its cocoon
You will fly and begin again