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It'll be fun, I promise.
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Your Grave
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Rent Free

One moment I’m fine
The next
I’m bleeding
Everything’s changed
Yet remains the same
My scar
Never fully heals
As if it knows
It’ll be torn open
Again
Tall on your soap box you stand
Though you’re such a small man
One more comment
Another useless declaration
Carefully planned
To keep me away
And bring me to my knees
I gave what you wanted
And still you remain
A smudge on my soul
Tormenting my dreams
Casting your shadow
Living rent free
You’ve soiled it all
Each special moment
Every precious memory
I’m left with nothing
It’s all very clear to me
I understand completely
The joke was on me
Don’t talk anymore
Just please
Leave me be
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Naivety

Brings no understanding
Only hollow ache
Arrogant disdain
Your superfluous tool
Help cast aside
My lingering doubts
Polish and wipe your sins clean
Quickly now
Turn your whipping stick
Towards me
Ruthless strikes
Again and again
No mercy for the weak
Punishment is necessary
Though you’ll never really be clean
Mustn’t let them see
Please
Masquerade your lie
Be sure to highlight mine
Let the gauntlet fly
Condemn your very creation
Destroy every cell
Of my heart once held
Once loved
Incinerate any evidence
Of the error you made
Deny any responsibility
After all
It was my foolish
Naivety
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Precious Skin
Thickened blankets of shame
Smother me
Darkening everything
My heart is black
Tears bleed from my eyes
Screaming my pain
Until my voice finds no sound
It makes no difference
Doesn’t matter at all
You’ll never be satisfied
I’m not the monster
You’ve painted me to be
Even now as I lay
Entangled in your blanket of shame
You’ll never acknowledge my pain
Continue your punishing tirade
Be careful not to touch
I may soil your precious skin
Even though I’m truly
A manifestation of your sin
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Wished You Away
Do you enjoy
The silence I scream
It’s meant to blister
To contradict
The words you scream at me
I can’t hear you
But you’re listening
I’ve turned you off
Wished you away
Out of my mind
You fly
Into the deep blue night
Rain falls
From your broken heart
Never penetrating
The cold cavern
Where my heart used to be
Wallow in the silence
Your madness
Is quite delicious to me
It feeds my reasoning
You’re dead to me
